The Body as a Midwestern Road

 

By Stephanie Erdman Forsythe

My shoulders have too long
held the natural world aside        
for you. I heave with cold and crack  

in lack of care; hot to touch 
in summer and shimmering with 
the promise of rain from a humid sky, 

held too near the ground as it is 
in August. The oil seeped 
into my sternum, a dark opalescence 

blooming from my dermis. Mind 
the wild curves and incongruous 
shapes of my lunged edges, 

the scars left by plow blades 
and teenaged boys who drive too fast 
around hidden bends. Mind the potholes 

of my past selves, gaped and viscous
unbecoming and poorly patched. Make 
an anonymous place of me, traveled, forgotten, 

quiet, and shaded—the not-fast way to no place 
in particular. Give my body one of those 
numbered names they give to rural, 

unpaved cart-paths that no one should be on 
at night, unless they live nearby, 
unless they crave the stars and silence with me. 

Pave over my body and tread 
that careful rust of me, the burnt rubber at the heart 
of things; pave over the cracked surface of me  

where something might have grown again 
in honest soil. Let my edges 
crumble and collect sand or artifacts 

of your brief passage, refuse, foreshadow 
the way cities, one day, will resign
themselves, to collapse into grasslands.